Day 5 - he made my day... =)

this week is gradually coming to an end. i don't know whether it has been fast or not. i believe if i'm still working, i would probably be VERY relieved that one week has passed and looking for to weekends. but this weekend, and the next 3 other weekends, i'll be alone....

yesterday, i've spent the whole night watching a korean bittersweet romance comedy till this morning at 8am. ha! life's good! 16 discs, and i finished it in one breathe. amazing! and i could only do that when i'm free and really free like this. or not, i couldn't really find energy to even watch a 45 min episode. kekekeke... it's time like this, i didn't feel like working anymore. haaa.... tai tais life is really shiok! perhaps, the only difference now is that i've no money lah... heee... so embarassing...

missed by darling, dearly.... waiting for him to be back can be really agonizing.



i was hoping that he would reply my message, but i understand that he's busy and may not checked his phone regularly. however, he FINALLY replied. =) even though his message did state that he would not call me tonight, i'm still glad he replied. hee...

3rd day...

having to rest for the 3rd day, i could almost feel my lazy-bone slowly creeped in. imagine, i could sleep at wee hours and get up at noon. i do nothing else other than surfing webbie, chatting on MSN and helped out with some of the chores (when my mood says it). despite that i wished i would be able to go out to stretch some muscles, i'm pretty contented to stay home and save money. =)

i went for a short interview at Giordano. haa... thought to give it try. think at some point during the interview, i felt i was blabbering. =P whatever it is, i still have to attend a 2nd interview with the Training Manager or HR Administrator. in fact, either one of them are s'pose to conduct the interview for my position that i've applied for. however, one of them was on MC and the other was not in the office. anyway, i think it wouldn't be too much of a problem that i would be shortlisted for the 2nd interview, but it's a matter of which position would they shortlist me for. that would my worry ultimately.

i'll be going for studies at the end of the year and i need the money. if they're to put me in the much junior position, i'm afraid i might not be able to cater to my loan.

then again, worry also no use. most importantly is to wait for the call for a 2nd interview, or not, no point frowning over what might not even come true. ha..


and i miss him....

Day 2... he can't see me pout...

i told him not to countdown so as not to demoralized him. on contrary, i'm like going to blog every single day that he's not around. =/

i'm a good girl. i helped my mum with some housework - vacuuming and mopping the floor. now the floor is squeaky clean and cooling. see already also feel shiok. *grinz* later, i'll be bringing Fuji for his vaccination jabs. maybe at the meantime, i'll get him some new toys and chewies.

looks like it's quite hard to save even though i'm not working. but i guess it's time to give this poor boy some pampering. ever since TRR moved office and there're so much changes, i was quite lost and not exactly in the mood of taking up any other responsibilities when i felt that i needed more pampering than anybody else. ha... but since now i'm enjoying my break, might as well make myself useful than constantly banging on the PC.

like what YM said: if only he knew, he wouldn't have left for Thailand. then we would be able to spend our breaks together. but as if i will know that i'll get myself landed this way. haa... however, it's still nice to know he's sweet... =)

sigh... felt so lost without him. don't know what i can do during his absence. definitely need to get a job.... argh!

soon, i'll be starting a new week - freedom. i don't need to frown or get whiny about having to go to work tomorrow, nor have to get dreadful and worried about having to attend the senseless meetings. i felt like a freewoman. if only life would be like that, so carefree, needn't to worry about anything else other than eat, sleep and play. but then again, no money ah!! so dead....

tonite he will depart for his month-long strenous training in Thailand. i wasn't really worrying for him. i thought i would but i wasn't. to me, i'm thinking of "get over and done with it". then soon, he will officially retreive his pink I/C and be a normal civilian. haa.... however, i've heard that he may have other plans... hmm...

i'm gonna be so lonely, nothing to do. my peers would be off to work and he wouldn't be around. i'll probably do my mum a favor and help out with the household that she has forsaken for her own freedom. at the meantime, i need to sort out some future plans - work and maybe study stuff.

i can't afford to let me bank runs dry again, so need to get some plans concrete soon. till then, i'll be savouring every single moment of my freedom.... wahahaha... *evil grin*

my final farewell....

as i walked out of the office at one of the units in Clifford Centre, i suddenly felt nostalgic. no, not the building but the company. ironic. i remembered clearly how i hated going to work, dread having to attend twice weekly meetings and hitting sales targets. nonetheless, i'm being sentimental. seriously, if it ain't the drastic changes they've made to the present company, i would considered contented working for them.

i've signed and agreed on the termination notice, cleared my stuff on the table, did my handovers and left almost immediately. i'm gonna missed my rickety computer who does not fail to hang on my every once in a while, and of coz', the people - my team.

my colleagues voiced their concerns and called me one by one. i'm pretty contented to have known that i'm somewhat "part of them", despite that they've known each other much longer than the present "colleagues" status. some of them even went through pregnancy together, way before they ever got a chance to be colleagues again. they felt injustice and shocked about the bosses' decisions, which i'm already quite glad. i don't need them to run an extra mile to plead for me coz' i never really wanted to stay any longer. i should say, it's a blessing that i've been terminated.

definitely, it's just not nice to be "terminated", however, i'll get over it. i've more important stuff (or at least things which require my attention) to worry about than to brood over the fact. fuck it.

well, i'll be free and available for the next god-knows-how-long and so, i guess it's gonna be another time like these that i need to find out what i want to do. quite tiring, actually. but at least, i've some plans that i would like to carry out by the end of the month. before i say too much, i better keep my fingers crossed that things would go on smoothly for the next few weeks... i guess. ha.... God Bless Me.... =)