he left..

as some of you peeps might have already know, YM just left for Taiwan yesterday. it's actually this morning, since his ulu flight was at 2.30am instead.

after work, i met up with him and had dinner with his family. after that, i went to take the car from my brother and drove to his house to fetch him to the airport. we waited and waited for at least 2 hours (as usual) before he gotten his boarding pass. as soon as he received it, he would have to gather at the boarding area in about 15 minutes time.

the whole routine thing was so routine that i felt so numb to it. but yet it get pretty emotional when the time has come for him to leave. even though he's not going there for any strenous training, so the least i would hear him is whining how tough it was. but his role would be helping out in his "whatever" when there's outfield and stuff.

kaypo isn't it?

ah well, 20 days of time for me to think what i'm going to do during my rest days. i don't think i'll be like the last 2 episodes where i would countdown and make myself miserable and exhilerated at the same time. or at least not here....

where did my money go...

i'm feeling miserable.

1stly
i've misplaced a $100 CASH voucher (which is as good as lost)

2ndly
i had to pay a shortage of $87.95 due to my oversight when i was cashiering.

3rdly
while i was happily executing my rare shopping, i was being accused of spending money like tap despite the fact that the above has robbed my cash away.

i missed being single. then no one would spoil my mood while i'm shopping, no one would bother what i'm doing and no one would question the way i handle my finances.

best still, NO ONE would be able to remind me the things that i wish to forget (unless i brought it up myself...)

i never get things going...

it's already wee-hours and don't ask me how come i'm not sleeping yet. maybe coz' tomorrow's rest day for me so i feel i've some time to waste.

seriously, i'm getting quite pissed with myself about my studies. becoz' recently i went to MIS website and realise that i've missed an intake. i feel like slapping myself man! the best part is that i've no idea when would be the next intake and i can't seem to take the initiative to get my arse down to enquire the right stuff. i don't think i'll be able to wait till i get the money (by then my hair would probably turn white liao) to proceed with studies. yet, at this point in time, i still can't decide which course would be good for me!

the worse part is: i seem to have started losing the zest in obtaining further education. i don't seem to be as keen as before. even though my mind and heart are telling me likewise, but my body wouldn't cooperate.

sometimes, i seriously hated myself. i'm basically wasting every moment of my youth striving for nothing. i have no idea when will i get down to REAL work. i might as well kill myself.

a quick update

a quick one before i go bathe and then to work. roster as per below:

Monday - Afternoon
Tuesday - Afternoon
Wednesday - REST DAY!!
Thursday - Full
Friday - Afternoon
Saturday - Morning
Sunday - REST DAY!!

Thank goodness i'm on Rest Day this Sunday. So i'll be able to spend time with YM before he leaves for Taiwan (again!). =/

I GOT MY PAY!!!

WOO HOO!!

PLUS! it's my REST DAY tomorrow!!!

song~~

2-in-1 cheap thrill... it's the best i can have at the moment. and i've learnt to be contented. so ya, i'm not complaining at the moment la.. hee...

but i would love to meet up with the girls soon leh... =/