not in a very good condition...

i thought downing some simple cough syrup before heading for bed last night would help. but i guess when it's flu-blown virus, means it's a full-blown virus. that's where a doctor is needed.

so this morning, the only thing that went away was the painful sore throat. other than that, my sexy voice still stayed and a blocked nose added to the virus' collection. *groan*. i couldn't sleep the whole blardy night coz' my nose was so heavily blocked and constantly dripping with mucus. and also, i'm just not used breathing through my mouth. i woke up like every 2 hours kind of thing, just trying to clear my nose. and i went to work, feel quite giddy on the insufficient rest.

but still, i managed to work my way through the morning, however feeling a lil' grouchy.

i'm supposed to meet YM and his family for dinner but i had to give it a miss. with my sexy voice, flu, plus a heavy head, i think i'm not in the right state to go. felt quite bad though....

anyway, i went to my company's doc. you should see the amount of medicine been prescribed. i got quite a huge bot of non-drowsy cough mixture, 2 types of flu medicine - drowsy for the night, non-drowsy for day, huge antibiotics, lozenges, and medicine for hoarse voice.... all for just $5!! ooh... i just love my company suddenly. imagine how much would that cost me if i'm to pop by Raffles Medical....

ok, i think i'm getting drowsy. man, that small flu pill is damn powerful lor.... okie, hopefully, i'll still be able to wake up for tomorrow's shift...

i love my boy... love you too... =)

don't talk to me!!

how haughty huh?

well, simply coz' i can't talk.... properly. no voice!

i guess i suffered from a full blown flu attack. no, i'm not having any flu or whatsoever, but it's just from flu virus spreading around in the shop. in centerpoint, we jokingly said it's the "in-charge virus". so happened that all the in-charges got it, except the other staffs. -.-" yeah, we're bored when they came up with that.

but i still have nimble fingers to get by. i can still chat online, fastest-fingers' text messaging and all, EXCEPT talk. darn.

i didn't go class today. i'm coughing so badly the whole day that i was desperate enough to buy some cough remedy from guardian. didn't help much coz' i was still working, and i still have to interact with customers and all. so it's as good as i didn't rest my throat... hmph.

with all the energy spent on coughing, i need to recuperate soon. getting giddy and weak already. if i'm going to carrying on coughing this badly, i'll develop asthma soon. and i can start to feel myself wheezing... bleah!

okie ppl, i'll be a good girl and rest early today ya?

miss all of you people out there.... you know you're so dear to me? *muacks!*

YM's present...

i guess this is one of the nicest present i've prepared in the shortest period of time. it was all in a hurry to get the things inside, and at the meantime, my brain was clicking for last minute ideas.

quite surprised that he wasn't home when i got there. so i left it at his doorstep....

..... hopefully no one else takes it!

what is inside the box? well, i'll leave it up to him to discover himself. they're all the essentials for a slight makeover i've prepared for him. and also, we just have to wait and see whether he's sensible enough to take pictures and all.... *lol*

for a moment, i'm thankful to be working, to get some matters off my mind...

but when work's over, i can't stop thinking.... and i was hoping i could find someone to distract me at the moment, but somehow, just none.

i feel sucky coz' i couldn't relate what's bothering me to anyone, not for now. i think i'm just hoping it would go away or something... but till then, i'm also hoping i could do something to end this misery...


what's worse? i think i'm falling sick. having a bad throat, lack of appetite, a slight blocked nose, an aching growing wisdom tooth, and also few attemptions to puke. believe that flu bug caught me...

issit because these the aftermath symptoms of ****? i didn't have the urge to **** and therefore i'm not intending to continue ****, which is only reserved for some occasions. i sincerely hope that's not the case.

i need some company, accompanied by some booze... but there's no booze, no company.



p/s the number of **** has nothing got to do with the word that i won't tell. so don't bother guessing... LOL.

lost

suddenly, i don't know what i want.

i have freedom, i have the kind of love i'm looking for... so what i'm missing? why do i still feel empty?

i can't find myself....