a new look!!

this is the only pic i have now.... haha... hope i can pull off this new hairstyle! :)

higher 'maintenance' now, coz' i have to set my fringe right every morning. so means, more time needed...

it's a whole lot of getting use to, and it's beginning to sink into me. somehow, i'm beginning to like it... haha... well, it's a good try! and i'm glad i did it... :D

i'm jinx!

my jinx powers are at work, again! everytime when i want to do something about my tanning, it had to rain, no-sun, or my period has to come. ARGH!

it's so uncanny and frustrating. when i finished my gym classes yesterday, i wanted to change into my bikini and tanned under the sun by the pool. before i went to class, i saw the sun and was THAT excited. can't wait to finish my classes and work on my tan. HOWEVER, when i took out my bikini from the gym locker, Mei Mei came over and told me that it was raining.

O.O

wah lau!!

i told myself, i'm not giving up! i'll go the following day. since the Cable TV fella gonna come over to set it up, i could pop by right after that.

yet, i have to have my period. and it rained too....

ultimate sianx.

oh well, at least there's cable TV now, and some DVDs my colleague loaned me. so perhaps, not all's lost...

For the Bride-to-be

knowing that you're getting married, i'm having a mixed feelings of anxiousness and happiness. perhaps i've been skeptical after what i've put myself through, and i didn't want any of my love ones to go through what i did. even though, that decision was one of the bravest thing ever in my life and also deemed as irresponsible to many, i've never regretted my decision.

i won't question you or anything; just want to make sure this is what you want. i was told that no one is ever ready to get married, but i begged to differ. coz' i don't believe in "following the motion" anymore. i don't think i've reached conviction now, that after a certain period of dating, it's only "right" or "time" to get married. it's either you truly believe this is what you want, or give yourself some time to think it through. of coz', i'm saying this coz' my priorities have shifted and things i believed i'm looking for are alot more different than i used to see.

remember, once you've decided, just look ahead and stay focused like you've always been. don't bother whoever tells you what and do what you should do.

whatever it is, don't stop believing in yourself in things you want to do and achieve. you have my sincerest blessings and very much want to know you've found happiness.

of coz', take my words with a pinch of salt. :)



i love you, and i always will.... :)

procrastinate

i had this huge urge to shop. even online shopping doesn't curb those urges anymore. i brought along Mei, my partner-in-crime, to go shopping with me yesterday. And it never felt better!

i had my objective to shop okay?? i need to get a new pair of working pants, before the current ones start to tear apart. considering that i'm wearing them every single week, anytime it would give way and i'll short of one bottom to wear. and i don't have a habit to wear the same pants/skirt twice. so quit the idea of getting me to wear unwashed clothes.

i ended up buying 2 singlets from Zara, 2 tops from Forever 21, but no bottoms. i think i'll go down town one day to get the white pants from Zara. guess that's the best i've seen around.

and of coz', i finally quit procrastinating and bought a bag from Agnes B.! that cost me some 300 bucks. i still bought it despite it being the last piece. Heng! anyway, the handle on my Charles & Keith bag is like going to snap anytime. just that i didn't have the heart to put my money down to buy a bag that cost so much. so you see? i buy things for a reason hor~!

and i guess it's common for me to procrastinate alot, in life too.... oh well.

you left me speechless.

returning Eeyore was fine, but you plucked out the chipmunks and returned it to me. it was simply put it as, "i have no use for it...". wonderful.

for your information, that pair of chipmunks was a GIFT. you returned MY GIFT to me.

yet, you kept Ashley's.

next, i'll make sure that's the last i'll ever hear from you.

Goodbye.