wow. little did i realize how long i've stopped writing. many things happened along the way, just that i didn't know what to write, or perhaps, i've beginning to lost interest in writing. even i've neglected the TSK blog. i'm ashamed. but at least now, i doubt any one i know would be keeping track of this blog, and i can blog freely again. :)
i missed UPS, i missed the team so much! i missed having to communicate with them everyday. i missed bitching about stuff, the bosses and any other thing that rubs me on the wrong side.
in this new company, i'm beginning to blend in and get the hang of things. in a blink of an eye, i'm almost 5 months old with this company. it seems that nothing could replace my old UPS team. really nothing.
my bestie has gotten married, after 6 years of stale courtship. when i mean stale, it's really stale. they practically just spend weekend together doing their things, occasionally going out for some window shopping at the neighborhood malls. oh well, as long as it works for them. and i'm glad she finally found a good guy, or at least i hope he would cont'd to be.
jasmine is gonna get married soon too, after just a mere 8 months of courtship. she's 2 months pregnant. even though i felt she's still young and they just got together not long enough, i knew both jasmine and andy are very much in love. most imptly, i don't doubt andy's capabilities to take care of her and his new family. there is nothing wrong with this r'ship, only still too young. perhaps, it doesn't really matter how long they're together, as long as they're willing to brave the storm together. come to think about it, i was once like them, with YM. now i'm only glad i pulled out the last min.
i've been fighting alot with nick. and the more i think abt it, the more i don't think we could be together for long. only holding on was coz' i still love him. but is love all that matters? he doesn't want to guarantee me a future, and i don't pin any more hopes of a future with him. i can't help feeling my clock is ticking, and time is slipping away day by day. should i even be putting more effort to keep this r'ship, or i'm actually better off finding someone else?
now that the skies are clearing, i've resumed jogging. i used to hate jogging so much, but now, i actually don't hate it that much already. cindy's right, it's the cheapest way to stay healthy when there's no money for gym. and for the sake of keeping up my metabolism so i can still keep up my food intake, i decided to cont'd jogging even without cindy's company. i even brought Scrabbie for a run with me. he needed the run even though he's 11 yrs old already. most imptly, i liked the feeling of perspiration, knowing my heart is thumping, and the blood in circulating. in fact, i actually felt good after my run, even if it's only half an hr and covered a small distance of approximately 4km. i hope i can keep up with it in the long run.
alright, it's time to hit the bed. good night.
