Relieved

After twiddling thumbs for almost a month, feeling totally lost at work and piling loads of resentment within me, I could finally heaved a sign of relieved.

For a couple of weeks now, I was afraid to "catch" the Boss at the wrong time, I sent an email on the outstanding matters which required his updates. Truth be told, he didn't reply. I waited and waited, till I felt I couldn't keep on wasting my life away, he finally told me what I needed to hear: "I'm also lost now". Thank God!!

Projects are not pushing through coz' we're simply not receiving proper feedback from the HQ. Based on his judgement, the product launch would likely be postponed till next year. Simply said, what I've prepared already would be put on hold till further notice. Of coz, it would have made my life easier if he had been more upfront about it, give us the next direction rather than keeping mum and doing his own ops stuff. Thank God I didn't sit there waiting, literally. I worked on year end proposals which now I would have the abundance of time to get it out right. Phew!

Now, a huge load off my chest, and am really happy. I was so worried, due to bad experiences with him. It's like sitting on a time bomb, where I wouldn't know if I've gotten all things done or I've missed out on anything. One moment he felt tht all was done, another moment he claimed how disappointed in me for missing out things which didn't cross my mind. I can never figure him out...

Oh well, all of that behind me now! No longer resenting. It's just simply not enjoyable to not know what's going on, that's all. And suddenly it all came flooding back, I love my job. Hahaha...