maybe i'm suffering some mild depression. haa... snort. i don't understand how come i got so easily irritated. i was just joking with him, but didnt expect his feedback was pretty negative. so i end up pissing him off as well. hmm...
perhaps i wanted some attention from him. or at least him playing along but he took it for real. kaoz... was it coz' he wasn't too please that i didn't drop him a message all day long? hell...
one more week man... still have to suffer for another week. honestly, my patience is running out. even though it's not as if he's not coming back soon, but i kinda got use to lead my life without him. however, throughout these weeks it's not as if i'm leading my life "alone" as well. i still do reporting and messaging and crap. maybe i'm getting tired of the messaging-but-do-not-get-immediate-reply kind of thing. yeah, reason due to poor reception. fuck that...
it shows that i definitely sucks at maintaining long-distance relationship. thank god i don't have a boyfriend who's overseas studying.
i'm beginning to blabber.... stop me.
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