my life is sucha BORE!

my life's so sad, really. having a boyfriend didn't help brighten my life at times when i need it. i know i'm spoilt to the max, constantly demanding for attention. yeah, i need ALOT of attention especially when i don't get it back home.

it's already 5pm. how much time i've wasted doing NOTHING since i woke up this morning at 9.30am. only surfing aimlessly online just to kill time.

sometimes i can't help wondering if i've tons of cash where i could actually complained that movies aren't producing fast enough to feed my needs, where i could whine about having too many friends that i don't have enough time to meet all of them. and prolly when i've finished the last batch of friends to meet up, it'll take me 2 months before i could repeat the cycle, starting back from the 1st batch of friends to meet.

i'm pathetic isn't it?

my life is all about struggling with meagre income, the threat from management in the company about it's-ur-business-if-you-didn't-hit-the-target-for-the-month (bloody hell), being a lost sheep about studies and projects, no time and money for leisure activites like retail therapy and clubbing, bearing through a mindless war at home among 2 grown-up kids... and the list just continues! when will be the time where i would say things like, "geez, i don't know what i want. erm, i just have EVERYTHING!" that ranges from endless supplies of clothes and accessories from Gucci, Chanel and YSL, lingeries strictly from Victoria's Secret, a range of sedan cars, a private yatch and jet, and maybe a Zoo to add the neverending collection. i think that will never come.

if only my dad is Hilton, or Richie. or my mumsie a Taylor, even if i've lotsa dads in return. life would be SOoO much more different. i can be a spoilt brat but no one would make a notion out of it. even my stinky fart, paparazies would splat it across the magazines and make a huge deal out if it, telling people how it could nuclearize the earth. that could have made my life more interesting.

i'm such a whiner, coz' i'm a Singaporean. whiners = Singaporean. which results in depressing entries like this.

i know there're lots of people out there much worse off than me. but hey, i'm not in their shoes y'know. and i don't feel blessed in my own shoes. and blame the media for broadcasting the rich all the time, making the lower class people so depressed and angry.

and yes, blaming is one tool we humans do best. of course we blame on something or someone else for whatever went wrong. that's only to make us feel better rather than having ourselves feel guilty. who wants to feel miserable in the 1st place, right? or not, what makes us Singaporeans constantly blaming our World-Class (deemed across the world) Govts for their efforts to flourish Singapore as now? it's not a sweeping statement okay? or not, we Singaporeans wouldn't portray as "whiners" across the continent.

what else i haven't complained?