everyone's leaving...

2 of my part-timers have decided to leave after having to work in PS for nearly a year. they wouldn't put the reason solely on the fact that they can't work with my SM and her rigid way of handling their roster. they would chipped in their studies as their main reason.

initially, there were the 4 of them: Aloha, BL, XW and Alex. they called themselves "the Aloha Gang". after which i believe they happily included me as well. Alex quitted much earlier this year, giving the similar reasons. but he had his school's attachments and his involvement in his Basketball CCA which really got him packed to the core; Aloha got transferred over to Lucky Plaza and he's enlisting to NS soon, which means he's leaving end of this month even though he's no longer with PS. that left only BL and XW. apparently, they had it up to their boiling points with my SM and decided to throw in the letter as well.

i can't stop them for leaving coz' that would only be the best for themselves. after all, they can do without having to work at Giordano and studies are more important. still, i felt this sickly feeling about them leaving. actually, with them around, my stay in PS was definitely more pleasant and bearable. after all, we could lean on each other for moral support whenever that SM would to throw her weight around.

as i've heard, there'll be a major reshufflement for 1st incharges this September. but i doubt it'll only involved 1st in-charges. then again, if my SM is still staying in PS, either i'll ask for transfer or i'll convert to part-time asap.

till then the reshufflement takes place, i still have to bear with my surroundings - as lonely as ever....