you know, no matter how much sincerity a guy may pledge his love for you and willing to do almost anything, well, i'm beginning to realize they're all not too true. yeah, it's true for just that moment. after times roll on, sincerity would wear off and it's still the real world. c'mon, stop dreaming.
my mum used to complain to me during times where she really couldn't stand my dad. and she never failed to say things like not to depend on men as ALL men are not dependable, and it's only safe and smart for women to stand on their own 2 feet. at that point in time, i would just brush it off as it's coming from a bitter woman. come to think about it, it's quite true.
sometimes, it's hard not to lean too much coz' you'll never really know how much is too much. so you'll end up finding quite hard to find your balance especially when your men suddenly pulled out of your steps. even when they tried to catch you back again, well, damaged still done. you'll began thinking (like me) and get angry for being so useless when our parents brought us up the best way possible so we can stand on our own 2 feet when we face the real world. and yet, when we get too clingy, we're the one getting manipulated. how sad, isn't it? or are women supposedly to be under the scrutiny of men for history? hmmm...
how much do you know him? habits, some bits and pieces of his personality and character, and maybe abit more on his temper: it could only bring you this far. no one can be so sure....
i believe i've been reminded about these facts quite a few times before but y'know, when times are too good, we hardly wanted to be reminded of bad past. oh well, i guess it's pretty much human nature to enjoy the good times. plus, i'm quite forgetful.
yes, lesson learnt. even though it's through the hard way with runny noses and red eyes, it's still worth it at the end of the day.
pardon me, have a Merry X'mas guys!
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