i've tried to blog yesterday but i've realized that the site seems to have poor bandwidth during at night. looks like if i wanna blog, it would have to be in the day where loading blogspot would be faster. hmm...
i'm working later today and i've still time. in fact, my reporting time would be at 1.45pm and allocated outlet would be Bugis Junction. hmm.. not too bad a location as long as i'm not appointed to any of the outlets in the east. since my reporting time would be that late, i took the opportunity to rest as much as i could after having to attend training since morning till evening.
anyway, i was starting to have real fun with the training group though. so it was quite sad that all of us were split up. during this 3 days, we didn't exchange our numbers which i found it quite weird though. but i guess, we would only be acquaintained for just 3 days so how much bond have we developed in the 1st place? nonetheless, it's a real pity that all of us wouldn't meet each other anymore. furthermore, the group was beginning to get cohesive.
one fine day, i'm wondering they would even remember me...
did i say that i don't really enjoy making new friends? unless the other party warms up to me, i'm not really a person to be proactive anymore. maybe i haven't been making new friends, so i kind of "lost" my mojo. but definitely not easy as it was anymore....
i'm feeling quite low. probably because i'm worried how would the group be. i hate to meet people who've an attitude. super turn-off. even my status as a senior, i'm not much different to a part-timer coz' everything i need to learn. maybe i'll have certain authority, but that would be much later. when i couldn't take care of myself, how can i take care of others?
hopefully all goes well... alright, i need to eat my lunch and then go bathe. and off to work!
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