just when i thought....*sigh*

i haven't really got the energy and/or the time to blog nowsdays. lack of manpower, what could be helped? sigh...

below's my roster as of Monday, 16/4. somehow, i'm getting quite used to the hectic schedule. or is that really hectic? i don't know. i'm getting quite numb though...

Monday - Full
Tuesday - 2pm to 6pm
Wednesday - Morning
Thursday - Afternoon
Friday - Morning
Saturday - Rest Day
Sunday - Afternoon

i guess the only thing that fustrates me now is that despite they state a certain time for knock-off, they'll never let us go on time. think they're quite insensitive though. i mean, due to the lack of manpower issue, all of us don't get to enjoy the "3 days, 1 day rest" practice that is implemented by the management to all retail outlets. yet, when there's a chance to drag, they would not be ashamed of it. it's like you've stretched my energy level to my max already and what more you want?

and i guess it should be a norm to work in an Asian society huh?

worse to come, YM is going to Taiwan again soon. and he could still tell me that's an incentive given to him for good performance. duh. he may not go over for leisure but he's exempted for some training that would be for the rest of his team. so am i s'pose to be happy for him??

i'm so tired.

my juniors asked to me request the days off. but i thought, whichever day i request, the rest of the week wouldn't be too much of the difference. so i didn't see a point to request anything, unless i really wanted to do something on a particular day. looks like i need to request it on the day YM's leaving... this time i'm not requesting to do something i wanted to do, and it's quite demoralizing.

i'm mentally unwell at the moment. so that's all for a depressing entry.