earlier, i was on the train heading home. it was already half past ten and miraculously, i met someone. he's that fuddy wuddy Amos!

it's nice seeing him after all these while. and i saw the continuous drastic change in him - he put on MORE weight. i know i'm mean but it's true. back then in secondary school, i believe he was considered plump. and now, perhaps i'll just skip that word.

we started talking abit and after so many years, conversation could not really flow that well anymore. maybe it wouldn't flow from the start. but that doesn't matter. after all, what's the possibilities that i would see him again? another 4, 5 years down the road? bah!

i did missed him. he's still such a nice fellow. even though i've broken his heart before, he's still nice to me. perhaps that's really what i like about him. sincere and kind, deep from the heart. he just brings me smiles whenever i thought of him. =)

at this point in life, i guess it's intriguing to see changes in familiar faces. hear how others are doing and the changes in their lives. it'll be another stage in life when we'll probably meet each other 5 to 10 years down the road, with our little ones running alongside. that's nice, just thinking about it...




i have my cell phone switched off the entire day, occasionally switching it on to check for any messages. i don't have a wide social circle, so most probably no one would contact me. i'll prolly do the same for the next few days, just wanna give myself some freedom. after all, it's not good to have a metal box controlling my moods and it should be alright to get a grip of myself.

alrightey! need to catch some sleep now. i've lessons tomorrow, so it'll be a long day for me. at least i'm looking forward to school now, something healthy to digress myself away from work. i know i'm weird... haaa.