my tarot cards tell me...

there's always some ppl that i just cant work with. and with ppl like these i'd met at work, it would give me the urge and the encouragement to look for greener fields. i needed answers, i needed some hints... sometimes, all hints i get are just not enough to fuse my desire to leave...

the power of meek to tame

you find yourself in a frustrating position in which despite your effort and good work, you cannot realize plans and ideals. too much resistance and too many difficulties stand in your way. there is hope of overcoming the limitations but you must tread carefully taking one step at a time. this is not the time to make a breakthrough. react with measure and sympahty. avoid aggressive behaviour of any kind. you can only manage the desired effect by using friendly persuasion and in maintaining a steady grip on your goals. develop your own character and try to raise your personal standing. if you are resolved in yourself and adaptable to the outside world you will attain your goal and enjoy ultimate success.

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trying to achieve breakthrough will only lead to failure now. if you withdraw to the second line of defence you can determine the right time to go back on the offensive yourself

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believe that obstacles are easily overcome. you are trying to achieve results too forcibly. the meek still keeps the stronger in check. if you don't watch out you will collide with a barrage of obstacles and once again regret overestimating yourself.

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if you remain unselfish and since your advice will find open ears. gradually you are overcoming your own inhibitions, increasing in competence and making fewer and fewer mistakes.

meek (adjective, -er, -est. )
1. humbly patient or docile, as under provocation from others.
2. overly submissive or compliant; spiritless; tame.
3. Obsolete. gentle; kind.

avoid the line number. basically, it's those i'm supposed to read based on the instruction booklets. and i don't know how to explain in words here.... but the above was the "answers" i've gotten from my tarot cards when i asked how soon exactly would i get the chance to move on...

it kind of tells me what i need to know.

tarot cards right now served very much like a guidance. so far, it kinds of answered me. sometimes, it's abit incredulous when i read the explanations.

believing what it tells me now won't harm me since i couldn't see any doors opening at the moment. so it wouldn't hurt much to just stay where i am. just that i'll probably rant more at times where i really really cannot tahan.

and my sweet and sincere YM will be there to listen to me.... seriously, he's doing a great job. i love him for that... =) i'm so glad that the fact i always rant was not because i needed any solution to the problem nor it was his fault for how i'm feeling, but i just want to get it out of my steam. i guess we came a long way for him to know about this... but most importantly, he learns and get it. definitely make things easier for us, especially for me.

thank you bebe!