nop, not very good

i guess it's not exactly a brilliant idea to get ex-gf and new gf to be in a same place, at the same table. i could tell she wasn't in her best moods when she saw me, and neither did i gave her my megawatt smile. no, i don't think i'm glad to see her even though i've seen her pictures before.

it had been more than a year since i last stepped into Double O, prolly for the last time till it closes and moved to a new premise. i was hoping i would get some fun with the usual bunch of people. unfortunately, i guessed i hoped for too much. no, it's not the same.

the night started off pretty alright, but was kind of awkward. no, it's not seeing YM and his new gf weird. i never felt weird with YM, nor having to see who's his latest squeeze. imagine this scenario: YM and his gf and new clique at one corner of the club, and i was with YM's old bunch of friends at the other corner. for some reason, "merger" wasn't allowed. so ended up, YM would come over with some friends who knew us, and we would occasionally popped by at their table. that was pretty stupid. thankfully, i didn't know who finally came to their senses, both cliques were sharing the same table.

of coz', being the sensitive me and reading her body language throughout the night, no, i wasn't too welcome. she would scoot off somewhere with or without YM. i didn't blame her. that was a normal reaction i expected. i was only surprised she didnt hissed at me. HAHA! of coz', i observed something else which i thought it's not a norm.... well, if u want to know, u can PM (private message) me. anyone but YM. sorry babe, not you. hehe...

YM's friends were expecting catfights. hehehe.... i was glad i had been civilized the whole night. i kept my distance with both of them and that was only right. so she should be coming round and thank me for being nice and "automatic". :P yes i know, i'm a bitch. loving myself to the bits! tee hee!

Kailing knew what i had in mind... heh heh.... but no, it's all say-say only. i have a mean bone but i didn't have to activate it. i believe she's a nice girl, even though i expected more from YM's taste though... :P Kidding!!!

the night didn't end very well. Jacob was barely sober, became emotional and almost got in a quarrel with YM. that's like so WTF. i could only guessed what was going on even though i had to calm down YM and the other boys who was stopping Jacob from saying whatever he wanted to say. oh please, so juvenile! why did they have to take whatever he's gonna say so seriously? he was in his drunk stupor and the last thing could be taken into consideration was what he would say. so just let him say lar! duh! as if raising voice at him would help the situation.

YM and sister went back to the club, Kailing and Jason escorted Jacob back home. as for me, i called on early for the night as well. well, not too early too: 2.30am.

to sum it up, no, i didn't really enjoyed myself. it could've been better la. perhaps with the "proper company", things would've been different. and there is also a possibility that i'm getting detached from all these clubbing scenes. rather than clubbing, i would appreciate good company chilling out at some pub or coffee joints. even steamboat would be much more enjoyable than yesterday.

like i was telling YM earlier, i felt i was getting old already. i doubt i could still keep up with the young scenes anymore. he's with a young girl now so he'll be forever young. HAHA.... bad pun.

clubbing: so a thing in the past.